Sorry for not updating my blog. I am a bit lazy and kinda busy as exams will be starting soon. Reaal soon =__= and I haven't prepared much. Sighs, I don't know what has gotten on me lately. I find myself daydreaming or merely just sitting and do *nothing* Sighs, furthermore, I find myself listening to old malay songs like Wings, Spring and such. I don't know why. Maybe it's pleasurable to the ears or something else.

I don't know what's going to happen next. Maybe I'll be starting to like pink *shudders* well, who knows? Sighs, you could say I'm more like a living dead. My heart is still beating, I can still walk in the daylight unlike the vampires. But on the inside, it's kind of hollow, empty. Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm doing. I cannot focus on what I am doing at times. I'm so confused. The only solution right now is to pray hard and try to focus on my studies.

I don't know this could affect me this much. It's a very bitter feeling. It feels as if, I'm consuming a medicine. However, the medicine cannot be swallowed and it stays there with a bitter taste feeling. It's okay if you don't understand what I typed. I just want to let it all out. Hm okayy, I should go now. Have to help my mom.

Till here then~~

P.S : Good Luck to all the people who are taking O's and exams (: