Hello everyone! ^^ I'm here to blog again. Hehe I don't know why I'm not lazy to update my blog today. Well maybe it's because I'm too lazy to look at my school books. Lol feel like puking on it mannn =__=

Anyway, I apologize for yesterday's post. It's a bit emo. But I'm already quite fine now. Yep, been praying to Allah for I don't know how many times (: I feel thankful for having Allah by my side (: In other words, this is the time which I feel so close to Allah. So, I'm trying to adapt a new life now. Support me everyone! (: This time, I'll be very patient. Just like what Jaja said, "Endure" =P If it happens, then it will happen. If not, it's okay. I don't dare to say I won't be with him again in the future because we never know our destiny. Thus, I leave my fate to Allah's hand. Allah knows best (:

I'm gonna lie if I say it doesn't affect me. The first few days, obviously it ate me up. But now, Alhamdulillah. I feel a bit fine. I'm on its way, you know. And I've already forgiven all the mistakes. All I have to do now is to change to be a much better slave for Allah, a better person for myself and study very hard. Furthermore, I'm trying to forgive and forget. I'm not gonna hold a grudge. I'm not that type of person (: Well, obviously it takes time to forget, but I'll surely forget about it one day. Anyway, with the changes..Lol I don't care what the others going to say. Because changes is like a new challenge. It's either you win or lose. If you managed to change for the better, you're a winner then :D Hoho, next year, I am going to score my A's and get into NUS! Insya Allah (: Please pray for me everyone ((:

Okay, I better go now. Am going to Teacher Sarinah's house later (:

Till here then~~